well i loved you back then, but don't recognize you now

Dear second body,
I've been jotting these letters down for a year,
and i don't feel better yet.
the more I soul search for answers I know I WONT.
One day I'll wake up from my haze, be less jaded
and my skin will start growing back.
until then i'll continue to be a skeleton with
have a heart being afraid of my life.


-the soulless geek.

twin surgery

Dear second body,

I think its time to do surgery.

Its time to cut our bonds because i feel like we're far to close

like your body is near mine and I can feel it.

I'd like to run away from you and I'm still learning how. 

I would like my legs back, and my heart most of all, our

arteries are too wrapped together, and you're giving me

palpitations. 

Sincerely always, the lost girl. 

Banga

1. Shes beautiful, 2. This songs beautiful and the marriage is perfect. When asked why she chose to cover it she said its cause she can sing in Neil's key.

So beautiful music aside, I've been thinking a lot about the future. I think if the future wasn't so scary I'd happily leave Never-land and grow up, I'd yank my head out of the sand and fight for something. Me and one of my favorite people were talking about future houses and it seems so far away. its very disheartening.