Since a certain day in february i've been looking for balance between the chaotic and the normal. Just when i thought i was doing better life returned to say i wasnt. When i thought the normalcy had infact returned the universe took it away. The term "ugly thursday" redifined itself recently when after a regular thursday my night turned nuclear as i recieved a phone call that my grandfather had collapsed in his home and wasn't breathing. Plus to make things worse, i blew up a bridge between me and my ex a person who i hoped i'd remain friends with. Last weekend we laid gramps to rest and now we're all just struggling to find a balance between what we use to think was a normal life and a life without the foundation of our family.
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